like when beyonce said “i woke up this way: flawless” she’s saying that flawless is not dependent on how she looks at a given moment; by dent of being alive, just by being authentic to herself, she’s flawless.
not “i woke up with this hair laid and makeup did and decked out clothes”. which is how everyone else apparently interpreted it.
every now & again I like to stop taking my hayfever meds to check if I still have hayfever. it’s spring. I have hayfever.
One day I’m going to write a paper on studying with anxiety. It’s a vicious positive feedback loop! Currently my physical symptoms are worse than what’s in my head, and I’m glad it’s that way around.